Stories and Emotions

It's been a long time since I was trying to get into this account again, so bad I forgot my password! Hahahah! I even forgot I still have this. Anyway, I still posted my frustrations here, I mean during those days that the "blogs' were supposed to be published.

Anyway, time flies. Now, Novembuhhh.. Oh!!!! My sister and I didn't go to "panchong".

Better yet, enumerate FACTS.

• One asshole left, but felt the presence a few times.
• Another stupid asswholly left too. This one got a real blokeng-fez!

Septembuhh Fevuhh!!!

• Markee-stealer stealed another moment, with Father-Don't-You-Know-Me and Mother-Stealer on the go. Oh! Including It's-Hard-To-Be-A-Poor-Sissy, who got a very intellectual understanding and reasoning for all of the things that happened. Poor cat! Of all the assholes ! They're really the assholes! Hahaha! Take note: Markee-Stealer hit two birds with one stone! Isang cellphone at laptop lang naman. Cheap! Give away na to ha!
• Granie got stroke. Mom giving the perpetual care, as usual.
• I hate Gloria familia-version, smartness & stupidity.

Conversation Isang Araw, based on the "true story" of Curli-Ako:
Gloria-familia-version: Curliar, do not use the white soap with Lolly! Better yet, use the soaps from Western Government!
Curli-Ako: _________ (Oh, my! I'm gonna chika this to Ever-Careing-Daughtah!)

Resulta: PAIN IN THE ASS.

Ang Nakaraan..

August 25, 2009 Story
8pm

Today, I had a bad day… No, not really that bad. This day just made cry.. and reflect I guessed..

I had a hard time waiting for FX this morning. Been there for more than 30 mins.. I called my Honey, no answer. Hmmm.. wrong number thingy happened for the second time around. I can’t help it but cried. I’m not mad. Just hurting my feeling. I don’t wanna hate them for they are my family..

I hate to pray after what happened, but it’s the only power I could turn to. Lord, guide me please. And thanks for all the blessings. I love you God!

I was thinking what to ask to God, either for the their acceptance or a better job abroad so that I could be someone who can afford lightly..




June 16, 2009 Story
My netbook clock says its 2:44 AM.

I slept early tonight, my Honey dropped by for dinner. I woke up at around 130am, since then I was awake. Thoughts coming fluidly on my mind.. The odd scenes that took place in office (stupidity of my officemate, one of them loves to brawl. I think she’s kinda barbaric!) I think were grown ups, and avoid such petty fights. Too haste, and too much of childish when you’re a 28-year old adult!

I get my netbook outside. Plugged in the battery bar, browsed the latest photos uploaded. I’ve realized nothing much pretty. Or I guess lacking of more brilliant shots. Maybe that day was no magical moment for me with camera. Whew! Changed my netbook background.. Magical! Hahahha! Oh and then I watched a bit of HP1, where I ended up last last night. I learned how to capture shots while watching movies, too late though! After a few minutes or so, I decided just to write this up. And maybe get back to sleep. I am still waiting for my Honey’s reply.. oh well.. I’m not sure if he went to work tonight or fell asleep again. Hehehe..

Better go back to sleep. I might not wake up as early as possible later. I was late yesterday! Damn! I don’t want that to happen again.

Thank you Lord for all the blessings we are receiving! I hope you keep us pouring with love and blessings! I’m sorry for most of the time I’m getting meaner and meaner. Goodnight! I love you God!

_________

I'll post more soon.

Now, I remember my account and passy.. Hehehe!

I'll be good now.

NO MORE ASSHOLE-NESS.

Life is so so short.

We're being hit by typhoons:

Ondoy, Pepeng, Santi & Tino

With interval of 7 days each..

Then, by earthquake, tornado and fire..

God, I'm sorry.

Forgive and bless us please.

Love,

Me

Movie Freak

I'm starting to become a movie freak. I discovered some stream sites where I can watch the latest film showing. Just yesterday, I finished Fast and Furious 4, it was so beautifully made. I love it! Then, also yesterday I started the X-Men Origins: Wolverine. Sadly, wasn't able to finished it. Watching it now, it still buffing. Duh!

Dunno what's next! Oh my! I'm damn excited!

Oh well.. With regards to my work application, got two interviews. One, overqualified and the other, it doesn't fit me. Huhuhu.. I'll just practice my IELTS for now. Hehehe.. Wait for somebody to call. Oh..

Pissed Off

Hello! Before Holy Week came, I was already wondering of moving to different company. Right now, I am hoping to transfer to a new job for a new me. I've realized time has passed. I've changed and all, but I think I haven't gone matured with my job.

I'm beginning to feel sad with my compensation and all. Including the environment here. The bosses. You know, in my place, what pisses me off is the fact that I have too many bosses to please. There's no growth. I kept on whining all these years, and yet done nothing to improve. I'm gonna fish for a better employer. 'Ope to find soon. I need to settle everything for better me. Life is short, and I'm not getting any younger.

Guide me God please. Thanks!

Reflection

Hello! It's been a while since my last post.

Today is Holy Thursday.

I haven't done my part yet for reflection. But I'd realized I have to adjust myself for whatever's coming my way. I'd been eaten by too much worldly things, bad attitudes and everything else. Starting today, I will practive the golden rule which is, to do good things in order to bounce back mercy and blessings to you. Its shameful to admit, yet I got the bad things in my bones.

Lord, guide me please. Thank you for all the blessings. And I'm sorry for all the mean things I did.

It is never too perfect.

Again, my friend called me regarding her life's misery.

Married life are never too perfect. I told her just to keep on holding on and look at the brighter side of everything that she've got. Life is mysterious. We'll never know what's coming, and when it's coming.

Im sleepy but I can't

Hi! I'm sleepy, but I cannot sleep until my skype finished searching for other contacts. Its taking too much of my time. I love YM and Skype, but I wish more of my friends use this thing. Its beautiful.

Yesterday, my sister told me that my dad texted her asking my new mobile number because he greeted me thru text and had realized I'd changed my number. Well.. Just this evening he greeted me. Nice and all, but that's it. The story ends there. I was inviting him to go somewhere and spend some nice chat, but he didn't reply. It's okay. I've learned it all over and over again. I love me. I love myself and definitely hates to feel pain. Or soak ME to tub of pain and angst. Life is short. Thanks God! I love you!

My Special Day!

I had fun in celebrating my birthday this year. It's simple and happy.

The day preceeding my day, a friend had an effort to give me a lovely cake. We had a feast!! Later that afternoon, a very unexpected gift came from another friend. So nice of my dear friend to bought me a cool Lacoste shirt!. OMG!! It was really unexpected! That day ended with my another pal treated me on a very cozy dinner in Pancake House, which turn to a nice girl bonding and all. Such a lovely day.. I'm blessed to have a very few but special people in my life.

While my actual birthdate fell on a Sunday and I woke up unreasonably early, dunno why.. Maybe I was a bit excited for it was my day.. It was a plain morning consumed by watching the TV show "Rx or Salamat Po Doc!". Their guest was Dra. Vicki Belo and the topic was breast augmentation and nose job. Cool topic! It gave me a clearer perspective of whats happening in between knife and needle experiences.

Since I'll be spending the night away with my BF's friends my family intend to prepare something special for lunch. Since I was born under the sign of Pisces, my Mom cooked Ginataang Hipon and Inihaw na Rellenong Pusit. Those meals came from sea and I believe I was from sea too! (wink)

All of my BF's friends came for dinner in Tita Elle's condo. Tita Elle prepared something like the eternal group fave Carbonara, friend chicken, grilled pork, salad, lots of ripe and unriped mangoes and the new peanut craze, nilagang mani. River of beers and some J&B for the boys. The night was extremely fun and fabulous! As if we were in a comedy bar. One surprise guest was Macky, who completed the comedy bar on the bank! Hahaha! My Honeybunch and I were supposed to spend until 930pm, since its a Sunday and all of us had to work in the morning, but then the comedy party lasted until 12am.

The boys had too much beer and hard liquor on their system. But my Honeybunch was hitted the most. We were almost about to sleep in Tita Lucy's condo because he couldn't wake up. Well.. after a few zzzzz, he's okay and we dropped Yhel in her house and us, proceed to our place.

Such a nice and lovely day. I thank God for all these blessings. I'm sorry I wasn't able to attend mass that day. But I believe, let's just start to view life on a sunnier disposition rather sit on ugly ones. Life is not perfect, and yet we got the power to live a perfect life in God's will. Thanks!

Happy birthday to The Other Me!!!

I'll post pictures as soon as I got a copy from Mau. Hope to get those!!!

March 12, 2009: This is the day...

This is it! Hahaha! This is the day I got my first notebook! Oh my! I just bought my new Acer Aspire 1 in Alabang. It was supposed to be last monday, anyway its okay. I got it anyway! I am actually thinking of its new name..

Gotta go! I'll browse it now and check its cleverness!

East West thing..

Hello! I guess this is my dear diary version of everything.

Yesterday, my BF and I went out for a quick date since its his off. We just planned to ate somewhere and buy my pantyhose. That's it. But when I was about to reach Watson's for my pantyhose, we saw this HP mininotebook and he tend to buy it right away. Syempre, hindi naman yun pwede di ba.. I told him just to comeback tomorrow and browse other PC stores for cheaper and best notebook on display.

Now, that is today. We were about to buy this Acer Aspire 1. Unfortunately, my East West Bank had some technical problem and I have to wait until tomorrow for its clearance. Ow, c'mon! Their IT staff had the laptop set up for me. Im just feeling so sad now that I wasn't able to use it tonight. I am just so damn excited for that. Hmmm..

When it comes to being a human..

I have a friend who confided to me yesterday. The problem seems so easy and yet complicated.. Maybe sometimes married couple tend to neglect each other, when they become so familiar with one another. Sadly, oftentimes this is the cause of many ruptures for families. After office hours we went out for a coffee talk, where my friend can pour all the pains and aches. We finished late night. I'd like to give the best advice I could but I guess I was over powered with all the emotions and confusions my friend has right now. I couldn't say a word, just listened. Well.. I guess that's all I can do.. Right now. To listen.

With what we've spoken about. I found myself reflecting with my life. I'm thankful for having imperfect friends who commit mistakes and try to smoothen their flaws. I thank them for sharing their faults, from there I learned.. I had the chance to improve my craft. Thanks!

As for me, I wanted to build a family and I wish with all my might for an everlasting love with my future hubby and kids. I came from a broken family and it hurts so badly. Despite the fact its been two decades ago, there's still pain and its hard for me to just let go of it.

Our travel fairy took its turn towards us. Our Annnimonth Trip had been recalled and stuck to our original plan!

A lot of things happened few weeks back. This blog has been so neglected. As per my last post, the horoscope, where in there I was feeling so upset. Luckily, we were able to stick with our plans and visited Bohol. Hehehe.. I guess our travel fairy took its turn towards us and we were able to celebrate our Annimonth Trip. Yipee!!

Here's some snapshots from Bohol.



Yummy mangoes!


Trivia: Bahalina is the same as tuba.



The map of Bohol and Cebu.

This is life!

Bohol Beach Club

The serene Virgin Island of Panglao

Our Horoscopes..

Well.. In connection with my previous post I guess our horoscopes says it all. Hahaha.. Ironic but it perfectly fits.

Capricorn
You have a lot of irons in the fire and may feel a little blown out by all the activity and chaos, Capricorn. It's time to slow down, get organized and decide what your top priorities are. Even in the best of circumstances you simply can't do it all. If you can put some of these dreams on the back burner for a while, you'll make progress more quickly and efficiently.

Pisces
A problem is not resolved by walking away and leaving others to it, Pisces. Talking it through is the only way to relieve conflict. Refuse to face up to the matter and it will recur again and again until it is sorted. Something a loved one tells you might come as a bit of a shock, but once you've had the chance to digest what they've said, you'll understand.

Source:
http://www.femalenetwork.com/horoscope/#capricorn

Feb Fever?

This month was supposed to be a LOVE MONTH, but unfortunately my spirit is low just this afternoon.. We had a plan of going to Bohol, then suddenly it is now cancelled. For some reasons.. Hay.. It was a long-time planned (since October 2008). All planned.. swoosh..

During October, we already bought our tickets.

Researching and budget-planning were all done.

Itineraries were also made.

Tourist agency had been called and tours arranged.

Tomorrow, I was about to buy my swim suit. After thorough thinking which fits me well.

SNAP!!

Cancelled.

If you were on my shoes.. Would you become upset? Grrrr!!

People say long time planning or long term relationship usually fails. I hope not.. We planned it four months ahead. Currently, I am into a long term relationship. I pray that it wont fail. This upsets me.

Life

32. Do the right thing!

33. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.

34. GOD heals everything.

35. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.

36. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.

37. The best is yet to come.

38. When you awake alive in the morning, thank GOD for it.

39. Your Inner most is always happy. So, be happy.

Society

25. Call your family often.

26. Each day give something good to others.

27. Forgive everyone for everything.

28. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.

29. Try to make at least three people smile each day.

30. What other people think of you is none of your business.

31. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.

Personality

11. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.

12. Don't have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.

13. Don't over do. Keep your limits.

14. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.

15. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip.

16. Dream more while you are awake.

17. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.

18. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.

19. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.

20. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present.

21. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.

22. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.

23. Smile and laugh more.

24. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

Health Handbook 2009

I just received this email from a very good friend. I believe it make sense, so I'd like to post it.. Usually simple things in life like these tend to be neglected. People are becoming so occupied and forget the ABCs of life.

1. Drink plenty of water.

2. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.

3. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.

4. Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy.

5. Make time to practice meditation, yoga, and prayer.

6. Play more games.

7. Read more books than you did in 2008.

8. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.

9. Sleep for 7 hours.

10. Take a 10-30 minutes walk every day. And while you walk, smile.

No One Is Perfect

"Right actions done today are the best apologies for the wrong ones done in the past."

Remember, no one is perfect.

Our world will be better off if we acknowledge this reality with humility.. And strive to apologize and rectify what needs correction.

Success in Life

"You'll never find anybody that achieves great succes in life without a give-up story. Nothing comes free.. And there will come a time when you will find that you too will have to give up something good if you want something better.."